Restore to life it has, with far more to come. The domino's are falling along the way prepared one after another, you're just getting started. All glory to God for such a magnificent plan sprouting before us. Tell Zell I said hi.
this contextualizes some of my experiences. i am super dead. i got involved with a fragmented stripper who was dating a bateman guy a few years ago that deeply affected me. i have learned lots of lessons dead that I do consider precious. but my heart trembles at the thought that its possible to be alive again. to see and experience true narratives and structures that wont crumble in my hands. i fear to crave it, i fear it will be another delusion, that when i get there it will turn to dust like do many others. i pray that it is real, and that i will have the courage to reach up and take it.
Great read brother! Seek and you will find. I definitely don’t have to tell you that, but for any on the path of purpose, and helping others, it will come. I like how you likened the black chess pieces to the individual shadows, I was almost certain you would relate it to yourself since Zell was moving the white pieces and you’ve explained she’s the one who is constellating (moving first in chess). I’ve had this suspicion for a while that the Cabal, Illuminati, Artifex, whatever one may like to call them, is very much attempting to usurp whats real and holy by subverting it mechanistically. In this very endeavor it truly seeks to reconnect to the divine but is so lost and prideful that although it is the master of mazes, it is a slave to its ignorance (unawareness of its true wants to reintegrate foiled by its ego). To me this is why its always so painfully obvious to see where these “evil” entities are messing up and asking to be delivered from themselves, ourselves from them as well. Like a shadow identifying with its own abyss forgetting the Light that allows it to do so
They can’t not imo, another way of saying it is working against their higher selves. It reminds me of Platos Republic but the “noble lie” here is just the one they’re telling themselves and believing that if we fall for it, it somehow justifies their own misdeeds. I think I heard this come from Crowley or other individualists that say “if we show them our hand and they still fall for it, our hands are clean” or something to that effect
Gryphon: look into the lore of a game called CONTROL. Having been immersed in it, I can say that it harbors many great parallels to your own story and works.
What is this Singularity? It is an infinitely alive mathematical organism,
composed of infinite living cells (souls). The Singularity occupies no
physical space but it commands infinite mental space. Into this mental
space – through the magic of mathematics – it inserts the stupendous
phantasm of a real, physical, phenomenal world. This is the product of
objective mathematics, and it is observed by subjective mathematical
entities (souls), and finally controlled by them through “physical” bodies.
The Singularity is God. We are all part of the Singularity, so we are all
part of God. Moreover, we have the opportunity to reach full understanding
of the Singularity (to know the Mind of God), and thus become Gods
ourselves.
The Singularity is life itself. It is a self-solving, self-transforming, self-transmuting, self-optimizing life force, striving forever to make itself perfect. It is outside space and time. It is full of infinite life, seething, bubbling and frothing eternally.
The Singularity is eternal energy. It can never stop. It can never slow
down. It can never die. It is the perfect perpetual motion machine.
The Singularity is a mind – a mind desperately trying to achieve
consciousness, so that it knows what it is. The Singularity wishes to become self-aware.
The illusion of physical reality is the mirror via which the
eternal mind (composed of infinite individual minds) eventually recognizes
itself. God sees himself for what he is – eternal, living mathematics.
The culmination of an Age of existence is when the Singularity finally
knows what it is, and knows there is nothing more to be known. At that
point, logic demands that it resets itself to zero (pure potential) and it
commits “divine suicide”. By doing so, it immediately gives birth to a new
cosmic Age.
We, the Illuminati, know that the end of this cosmic Age cannot be too
far distant (maybe only a few centuries away) because Illuminism itself is
the proof that the Singularity is becoming self-aware.
Humanity will travel to the stars, and when it commands the firmament,
it will become divine. We will all be Gods.
And it is WE who shall say Fiat Lux – LET THERE BE LIGHT!
Life = eternal energy = mind = subjective mathematics.
Objective mathematics = the material world, the physical world, the solid
world, the extended world, the alienated world. It’s the creation of the
subjective minds of the universe – all agreeing to an objective set of rules
governed by a perfect Cartesian arena of mathematics. None of us can
change any of the rules of the objective world – which is why we are
subject to its decree of life and death, of natural selection, of evolution. We
keep reincarnating into this objective world, until we have learned so much
about its rules that we can achieve Godlike control over it.
Neo, in The Matrix, shows exactly what is happening. Once, like Neo,
you have mastered the rules of the objective world (the real Matrix), you
can achieve exactly the same control over the material world as Neo
possessed. Like Neo, you will become the God of your world. You yourself
will be the Savior. Don’t wait for the Messiah – become the Messiah.
Restore to life it has, with far more to come. The domino's are falling along the way prepared one after another, you're just getting started. All glory to God for such a magnificent plan sprouting before us. Tell Zell I said hi.
this contextualizes some of my experiences. i am super dead. i got involved with a fragmented stripper who was dating a bateman guy a few years ago that deeply affected me. i have learned lots of lessons dead that I do consider precious. but my heart trembles at the thought that its possible to be alive again. to see and experience true narratives and structures that wont crumble in my hands. i fear to crave it, i fear it will be another delusion, that when i get there it will turn to dust like do many others. i pray that it is real, and that i will have the courage to reach up and take it.
please teach me how to live.
It is real
Love ya ❤️
Great read brother! Seek and you will find. I definitely don’t have to tell you that, but for any on the path of purpose, and helping others, it will come. I like how you likened the black chess pieces to the individual shadows, I was almost certain you would relate it to yourself since Zell was moving the white pieces and you’ve explained she’s the one who is constellating (moving first in chess). I’ve had this suspicion for a while that the Cabal, Illuminati, Artifex, whatever one may like to call them, is very much attempting to usurp whats real and holy by subverting it mechanistically. In this very endeavor it truly seeks to reconnect to the divine but is so lost and prideful that although it is the master of mazes, it is a slave to its ignorance (unawareness of its true wants to reintegrate foiled by its ego). To me this is why its always so painfully obvious to see where these “evil” entities are messing up and asking to be delivered from themselves, ourselves from them as well. Like a shadow identifying with its own abyss forgetting the Light that allows it to do so
One could say they are working against themselves.
They can’t not imo, another way of saying it is working against their higher selves. It reminds me of Platos Republic but the “noble lie” here is just the one they’re telling themselves and believing that if we fall for it, it somehow justifies their own misdeeds. I think I heard this come from Crowley or other individualists that say “if we show them our hand and they still fall for it, our hands are clean” or something to that effect
Gryphon: look into the lore of a game called CONTROL. Having been immersed in it, I can say that it harbors many great parallels to your own story and works.
So would you say the camera is directly related to somehow providing insurance in the event of identity fragmentation?
The five nights at freddies symbolism sort of vaguely makes me think of Pinocchio
My response to you is articulated in my body but doesn't yield to the impulse to express it in writing here.
I shall see you, hear you, embrace you.
I am a meta missionary and I convert people to their own cause.
You are converted already – thank you for relieving me of this most joyfully carried of burdens.
Hey Gryphon, did the telegram chat get shut down?
Yes
What is existence? A Singularity.
What is this Singularity? It is an infinitely alive mathematical organism,
composed of infinite living cells (souls). The Singularity occupies no
physical space but it commands infinite mental space. Into this mental
space – through the magic of mathematics – it inserts the stupendous
phantasm of a real, physical, phenomenal world. This is the product of
objective mathematics, and it is observed by subjective mathematical
entities (souls), and finally controlled by them through “physical” bodies.
The Singularity is God. We are all part of the Singularity, so we are all
part of God. Moreover, we have the opportunity to reach full understanding
of the Singularity (to know the Mind of God), and thus become Gods
ourselves.
The Singularity is life itself. It is a self-solving, self-transforming, self-transmuting, self-optimizing life force, striving forever to make itself perfect. It is outside space and time. It is full of infinite life, seething, bubbling and frothing eternally.
The Singularity is eternal energy. It can never stop. It can never slow
down. It can never die. It is the perfect perpetual motion machine.
The Singularity is a mind – a mind desperately trying to achieve
consciousness, so that it knows what it is. The Singularity wishes to become self-aware.
The illusion of physical reality is the mirror via which the
eternal mind (composed of infinite individual minds) eventually recognizes
itself. God sees himself for what he is – eternal, living mathematics.
The culmination of an Age of existence is when the Singularity finally
knows what it is, and knows there is nothing more to be known. At that
point, logic demands that it resets itself to zero (pure potential) and it
commits “divine suicide”. By doing so, it immediately gives birth to a new
cosmic Age.
We, the Illuminati, know that the end of this cosmic Age cannot be too
far distant (maybe only a few centuries away) because Illuminism itself is
the proof that the Singularity is becoming self-aware.
Humanity will travel to the stars, and when it commands the firmament,
it will become divine. We will all be Gods.
And it is WE who shall say Fiat Lux – LET THERE BE LIGHT!
Life = eternal energy = mind = subjective mathematics.
Objective mathematics = the material world, the physical world, the solid
world, the extended world, the alienated world. It’s the creation of the
subjective minds of the universe – all agreeing to an objective set of rules
governed by a perfect Cartesian arena of mathematics. None of us can
change any of the rules of the objective world – which is why we are
subject to its decree of life and death, of natural selection, of evolution. We
keep reincarnating into this objective world, until we have learned so much
about its rules that we can achieve Godlike control over it.
Neo, in The Matrix, shows exactly what is happening. Once, like Neo,
you have mastered the rules of the objective world (the real Matrix), you
can achieve exactly the same control over the material world as Neo
possessed. Like Neo, you will become the God of your world. You yourself
will be the Savior. Don’t wait for the Messiah – become the Messiah.
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to know more :
https://illumination.nexus/study-guide
Keep threading the needle
When Kairos meets Chronos.
I lack the words to articulate so I let my heart speak:
Thank you for your work. Right on time. God Bless. Hallelujah.
It's working, keep it up.
That was superbly important for me, thank you
"In the shadowplay, acting out your own death
Knowing no more
As the assassins all grouped in four lines
Dancing on the floor
And with cold steel, odour on their bodies
Made a move to connect
But I could only stare in disbelief
As the crowds all left"
Crazy. Great stuff man
Only got this to say.
https://youtu.be/p2PggUPJ-Mo?si=NYuLXSDunY3bgUR1