Hello. This is the first time I am commenting on this platform.
I hope you are doing well.
Long comment ahead:
I remember seeing The Shape of Everything from you 3+ years ago, and I still remember it vividly and how profoundly it affected me at the time. Heavy breathing, heart beating, strange clarity. It was my first exposure to your channel I got and to your content.
To say the least I got heavily invested because it was unlike anything I have ever heard before, and it didn’t feel disingenuous or like someone was trying to sell me an idea for some other motive than to spread the word.
I originally came to think that I had just viewed the video from another creator, but that clearly was not the case after some short evidence gathering. I questioned why you had removed it, but ultimately figured you had done it for a good reason, and it seemed to be correct mostly.
I came to download all of your videos around a while back directly after I noticed that the original video that introduced me to you was now inaccessible to me.
I notice you also have removed these videos, since I had them downloaded and they were not on your channel anymore:
The Bible’s Secret Messages
To Thy Pupil Cometh Sight
From Thy Shadow Cometh Light
And it is saddens me that you removed these, since even if you might look back at them and find imperfections too glaring, I still see it as profoundly interesting and eye opening.
I see it as the steps in your journey and the untarnished chapters of an authors original work.
And like the burning of the library of Alexandria, I can only feel loss of something that is worth sharing and keeping around.
I came to accept that I would never be able to see The Shape of Everything ever again. And then time passed and I went about my life once more.
It was only a few weeks ago that I returned to download some of your newer videos, to archive them in the event that those videos in the future would no longer be accessible anymore for any reason. I looked back at the videos I had archived that you had now made accessible, and I only wished that The Shape of Everything was available to watch, since I remember it with a strange yet profound fondness of sorts. It was the first introduction to your work, and I could see the value it held above most content on YouTube. I came to this platform to see your posts and to what you said, with a previous post talking about how you removed the video deliberately, which I felt was strange.
The urge to find the video once more was overwhelming, I even went as far as to rummage through the Wayback Machine to see earlier states of your channel to mixed results. I did not find it.
Funny how a few weeks after my fruitless pursuits, you would make this post.
I am glad to see you talking about it, let alone even adding more things to think about.
Regardless of how you feel about the original The Shape of Everything, I would still ask you to make it watchable again along with the other videos you made private. Or possibly upload all your videos somewhere other than YouTube for the sake of archiving them to the public to view.
Because I truly think they are worth keeping around.
They're kind of like embarrassing baby pictures, but that's just the reason I'm glad they're down. It's not the reason I took them down in the first place.
The difficulty is that people were not understanding those as primitive first steps after crawling. Even the Abraxas video is one whose effect on the public I have some serious reservations about. I leave it up purely for documentary purposes to show what proto-constellation looked like. It's like an old neanderthal arrowhead or something. But I don't know if that's how it's taken.
I see my work from 2020-2022 as something like watching a particular early human discovering fire. And watched that way, it's fine. The problem is, for the most part, that's not how that stuff is watched.
Many do not understand that something deeper is happening underneath, that is directing that frantic lateral thinking and making it actually go somewhere instead of spin out into lunacy. Something that can't be replicated by looking only at the outward process.
The Bible's Secret Messages is an interesting case study because everyone (including me) basically agrees that it's the least of my videos. But, it's also the one where I compare the spine to Mount Sinai and start talking about brain hemispheres almost two years before the Angel's Pyramid event, which I see as a significant and fascinating landmark.
Even so, people frequently use those videos to confuse themselves. In addition to the damage this causes to others, it causes a great deal of reputational damage to me as well, that can and is used against me, effectively shortening the reach of much better ideas.
I know a guy -- I met him in person -- who also saw that video. He heard what I said but did not understand it in the same way, and what I said became this weird distortion that he built too many other mental structures off of. That guy is off-the-rails crazy now and he blames me for it. (I don't, because that's not how blame works and mercifully I'm a very disagreeable person who isn't easily gaslit. But I still sympathize with his plight and I wouldn't want that to happen to someone else.)
One day, when my project is large and evolved enough to overshadow those early designs, I will put them back up if I can, and hopefully more people will understand what they're looking at. But for now, I can't justify 30% of my uploaded videos being public when I don't really stand by them in their present form.
That would put me firmly inside the "take what he says with a grain of salt" box, which is not a good box to be in. My name is my only real asset.
But since you have those other videos and have not uploaded them against my wishes, I will send you the Shape of Everything privately if you will hold that one in trust as well.
I feel I better understand your reasonings and positions now compared to before, and with that knowledge in mind I wholeheartedly agree with your decision to remove them if you felt it was damaging to not just yourself, but to others as well.
But alas, I would be more than grateful and glad to be able to archive the video if you’d allow it, and send it if you feel comfortable doing so.
And trust me, I will be cautious with the material to not let it negatively influence me if you send it.
I give you my word on that.
I would never break the trust of another, for it is the one of the few thing in this world that I value above anything else. I certainly would not dare to upload someone else’s content without consent or share it to others against their wishes. So secure your videos will remain.
I will be content in both cases, with or without the video. Just so you know.
I truly look forward to the day when you’ve grown to the point that you feel confident that your past works no longer overshadows you with their flaws and you feel secure in sharing the videos with the world once more.
One thing I love about your work is that, almost always, whenever it seems like you’re describing some arbitrary observation or phenomena, it always turns into something profound and practical. Great stuff as always.
Bro when will you do another Q&A? I have been building a list of burning questions that I can’t wait to ask (don’t worry I don’t plan on dropping them all at once lmao) but waiting for months and months in between is killing me. Do you have plans to do another one or do you just do them when convenient
Interesting, I was thinking about doing one soon so I'll take this as a confirmation. Just give me a bit to check off some boxes (the blackout set me back) and I will make that happen
I thought I understood this post until listening to Symphony No. 9 again. It is like each piece of my childhood were constructed by the countless iconic melodies—all of which Dvořák pieced together before they existed. Definitive “proof” of the divine. I think there is something to the number 18. Simply because my memories with the melodies ceased at that age.
Maybe I still don’t understand this post, but I can at least sense its outline now.
I think I kind of know what you're talking about. If I do, it's not exactly the same for me, but I remember my childhood memories up to about 18 had a kind of "glow" to them that was gone later except in little flickers here and there. That glow is back consistently as of very recently. Not sure if that will resonate though
It does. This morning, an hour after sunrise I noticed there was a filmy substance in the air or partially covering my eyes. I wanted to write it down because I was wondering if it’s always been there. Now looking back, it reminds me of the glow of childhood/very special memories. I don’t think I was able to see it for what it was because the moment didn’t feel like a precious memory. It felt mundane. Or so I thought.
It seems to happen at places and times where the dream world and physical world connect. That's why there are more of them in childhood before the two separate
Gryphon, you have talked about in your video Secret Passage Theory and others about the importance of embodiment. Could you provide some practical methods a person can do to achieve this state, you haven't discussed this very much.
Working out, fighting, dancing, even just going out with friends regularly.
You just want to be moving around (not just in a static "work-home-work-home" loop, but dynamically) and by extension, in a story that is moving forward. Planning to write about why this is important soon, but all you really have to know is that you want to keep moving; physically and narratively.
+90% of the people who grossly misunderstand this stuff are not checking these two boxes.
@Gryphon i humbly ask that you check out the two posts I have. I'm slow to get things up on here but there is much more. I think you may resonate with it. I think there may be a geometrical theory of everything as recursive resonance. Thank you for your work.
Big thanks extends from myself and I to you. The function of constellating, synchronicity has been evolutionary!
Been attempting to apply scientific method to find god for much of my life after discovering, That which is.
I severed connection myself, unknowing and led me into a period of hateful and fearful years.
Aided by your sense of the non-sense, your videos and words have answered many "self-imposed" walls to be called and logically disassembled, pouring of the cup, so informations within the realms of Observed-Absolute, are no longer confused with Objevtive-subjective Observing.
Would you share with me your preparation for golden death? I'm looking for a fire ritual. Confident of the gems, and conduct when all goes molten, and pour out whats impotent; Secure cognition will be had.
Semisentient-autonomous behavior has got me in a pickle regarding surrender.
"Cant give what isn't mine to give" <the idea of problem> [No denial of responsibility for my action]
This is one of the best posts I have read on this platform. I am also interested in these universal symbolic patterns.
Question, how did you arrive at this knowledge? I have read the Language of Creation, but have failed to find a resource of equal value in terms of teaching you these patterns. But it seems to me you have learned more about this.
Any help to someone relatively new to symbolic patterns that wants to learn more?
I've learned very little from books. I'm not exactly 'self-taught' but I couldn't really point to any particularly important insight I got by reading. The Language of Creation is a great exegetical tool, but it's not clear what you're supposed to do with the information in the book once you have it.
In my experience, the best way to go about it is to find some outlet for your imagination and just let it talk through that medium. Best to use whatever form works best for you with this. There's no one-size-fits-all, but I wrote an article called the Puzzle Method on how I do it.
Hello. This is the first time I am commenting on this platform.
I hope you are doing well.
Long comment ahead:
I remember seeing The Shape of Everything from you 3+ years ago, and I still remember it vividly and how profoundly it affected me at the time. Heavy breathing, heart beating, strange clarity. It was my first exposure to your channel I got and to your content.
To say the least I got heavily invested because it was unlike anything I have ever heard before, and it didn’t feel disingenuous or like someone was trying to sell me an idea for some other motive than to spread the word.
I originally came to think that I had just viewed the video from another creator, but that clearly was not the case after some short evidence gathering. I questioned why you had removed it, but ultimately figured you had done it for a good reason, and it seemed to be correct mostly.
I came to download all of your videos around a while back directly after I noticed that the original video that introduced me to you was now inaccessible to me.
I notice you also have removed these videos, since I had them downloaded and they were not on your channel anymore:
The Bible’s Secret Messages
To Thy Pupil Cometh Sight
From Thy Shadow Cometh Light
And it is saddens me that you removed these, since even if you might look back at them and find imperfections too glaring, I still see it as profoundly interesting and eye opening.
I see it as the steps in your journey and the untarnished chapters of an authors original work.
And like the burning of the library of Alexandria, I can only feel loss of something that is worth sharing and keeping around.
I came to accept that I would never be able to see The Shape of Everything ever again. And then time passed and I went about my life once more.
It was only a few weeks ago that I returned to download some of your newer videos, to archive them in the event that those videos in the future would no longer be accessible anymore for any reason. I looked back at the videos I had archived that you had now made accessible, and I only wished that The Shape of Everything was available to watch, since I remember it with a strange yet profound fondness of sorts. It was the first introduction to your work, and I could see the value it held above most content on YouTube. I came to this platform to see your posts and to what you said, with a previous post talking about how you removed the video deliberately, which I felt was strange.
The urge to find the video once more was overwhelming, I even went as far as to rummage through the Wayback Machine to see earlier states of your channel to mixed results. I did not find it.
Funny how a few weeks after my fruitless pursuits, you would make this post.
I am glad to see you talking about it, let alone even adding more things to think about.
Regardless of how you feel about the original The Shape of Everything, I would still ask you to make it watchable again along with the other videos you made private. Or possibly upload all your videos somewhere other than YouTube for the sake of archiving them to the public to view.
Because I truly think they are worth keeping around.
They're kind of like embarrassing baby pictures, but that's just the reason I'm glad they're down. It's not the reason I took them down in the first place.
The difficulty is that people were not understanding those as primitive first steps after crawling. Even the Abraxas video is one whose effect on the public I have some serious reservations about. I leave it up purely for documentary purposes to show what proto-constellation looked like. It's like an old neanderthal arrowhead or something. But I don't know if that's how it's taken.
I see my work from 2020-2022 as something like watching a particular early human discovering fire. And watched that way, it's fine. The problem is, for the most part, that's not how that stuff is watched.
Many do not understand that something deeper is happening underneath, that is directing that frantic lateral thinking and making it actually go somewhere instead of spin out into lunacy. Something that can't be replicated by looking only at the outward process.
The Bible's Secret Messages is an interesting case study because everyone (including me) basically agrees that it's the least of my videos. But, it's also the one where I compare the spine to Mount Sinai and start talking about brain hemispheres almost two years before the Angel's Pyramid event, which I see as a significant and fascinating landmark.
Even so, people frequently use those videos to confuse themselves. In addition to the damage this causes to others, it causes a great deal of reputational damage to me as well, that can and is used against me, effectively shortening the reach of much better ideas.
I know a guy -- I met him in person -- who also saw that video. He heard what I said but did not understand it in the same way, and what I said became this weird distortion that he built too many other mental structures off of. That guy is off-the-rails crazy now and he blames me for it. (I don't, because that's not how blame works and mercifully I'm a very disagreeable person who isn't easily gaslit. But I still sympathize with his plight and I wouldn't want that to happen to someone else.)
One day, when my project is large and evolved enough to overshadow those early designs, I will put them back up if I can, and hopefully more people will understand what they're looking at. But for now, I can't justify 30% of my uploaded videos being public when I don't really stand by them in their present form.
That would put me firmly inside the "take what he says with a grain of salt" box, which is not a good box to be in. My name is my only real asset.
But since you have those other videos and have not uploaded them against my wishes, I will send you the Shape of Everything privately if you will hold that one in trust as well.
Thank you for your extensive reply.
I feel I better understand your reasonings and positions now compared to before, and with that knowledge in mind I wholeheartedly agree with your decision to remove them if you felt it was damaging to not just yourself, but to others as well.
But alas, I would be more than grateful and glad to be able to archive the video if you’d allow it, and send it if you feel comfortable doing so.
And trust me, I will be cautious with the material to not let it negatively influence me if you send it.
I give you my word on that.
I would never break the trust of another, for it is the one of the few thing in this world that I value above anything else. I certainly would not dare to upload someone else’s content without consent or share it to others against their wishes. So secure your videos will remain.
I will be content in both cases, with or without the video. Just so you know.
I truly look forward to the day when you’ve grown to the point that you feel confident that your past works no longer overshadows you with their flaws and you feel secure in sharing the videos with the world once more.
Wish I could describe the weird synchronicity this was a part of… thanks for sharing this when you did!
The horizontal aspect of Saturn is something I'd like to see explored more. The Matrix and man's "Golden Age". So much to dig into...
One thing I love about your work is that, almost always, whenever it seems like you’re describing some arbitrary observation or phenomena, it always turns into something profound and practical. Great stuff as always.
Bro when will you do another Q&A? I have been building a list of burning questions that I can’t wait to ask (don’t worry I don’t plan on dropping them all at once lmao) but waiting for months and months in between is killing me. Do you have plans to do another one or do you just do them when convenient
Interesting, I was thinking about doing one soon so I'll take this as a confirmation. Just give me a bit to check off some boxes (the blackout set me back) and I will make that happen
I'm interested in the ‘error’
I assume it has to do with the sexual analysis, since that bit of the vid isn't in this article
Yes, I have a theory as to why I flipped it like I did. Just have to gather the thoughts and I will write about it
Very insightful! Thank you, and God bless!
Praying that you leave Ontario at the right time.
I thought I understood this post until listening to Symphony No. 9 again. It is like each piece of my childhood were constructed by the countless iconic melodies—all of which Dvořák pieced together before they existed. Definitive “proof” of the divine. I think there is something to the number 18. Simply because my memories with the melodies ceased at that age.
Maybe I still don’t understand this post, but I can at least sense its outline now.
I think I kind of know what you're talking about. If I do, it's not exactly the same for me, but I remember my childhood memories up to about 18 had a kind of "glow" to them that was gone later except in little flickers here and there. That glow is back consistently as of very recently. Not sure if that will resonate though
It does. This morning, an hour after sunrise I noticed there was a filmy substance in the air or partially covering my eyes. I wanted to write it down because I was wondering if it’s always been there. Now looking back, it reminds me of the glow of childhood/very special memories. I don’t think I was able to see it for what it was because the moment didn’t feel like a precious memory. It felt mundane. Or so I thought.
It seems to happen at places and times where the dream world and physical world connect. That's why there are more of them in childhood before the two separate
Gryphon, you have talked about in your video Secret Passage Theory and others about the importance of embodiment. Could you provide some practical methods a person can do to achieve this state, you haven't discussed this very much.
Working out, fighting, dancing, even just going out with friends regularly.
You just want to be moving around (not just in a static "work-home-work-home" loop, but dynamically) and by extension, in a story that is moving forward. Planning to write about why this is important soon, but all you really have to know is that you want to keep moving; physically and narratively.
+90% of the people who grossly misunderstand this stuff are not checking these two boxes.
@Gryphon i humbly ask that you check out the two posts I have. I'm slow to get things up on here but there is much more. I think you may resonate with it. I think there may be a geometrical theory of everything as recursive resonance. Thank you for your work.
Big thanks extends from myself and I to you. The function of constellating, synchronicity has been evolutionary!
Been attempting to apply scientific method to find god for much of my life after discovering, That which is.
I severed connection myself, unknowing and led me into a period of hateful and fearful years.
Aided by your sense of the non-sense, your videos and words have answered many "self-imposed" walls to be called and logically disassembled, pouring of the cup, so informations within the realms of Observed-Absolute, are no longer confused with Objevtive-subjective Observing.
Would you share with me your preparation for golden death? I'm looking for a fire ritual. Confident of the gems, and conduct when all goes molten, and pour out whats impotent; Secure cognition will be had.
Semisentient-autonomous behavior has got me in a pickle regarding surrender.
"Cant give what isn't mine to give" <the idea of problem> [No denial of responsibility for my action]
Brother, seeker… I can’t begin to tell you how closely my becoming aligns with yours. Blaze brightly and fearlessly, you are a beacon.
This is one of the best posts I have read on this platform. I am also interested in these universal symbolic patterns.
Question, how did you arrive at this knowledge? I have read the Language of Creation, but have failed to find a resource of equal value in terms of teaching you these patterns. But it seems to me you have learned more about this.
Any help to someone relatively new to symbolic patterns that wants to learn more?
I've learned very little from books. I'm not exactly 'self-taught' but I couldn't really point to any particularly important insight I got by reading. The Language of Creation is a great exegetical tool, but it's not clear what you're supposed to do with the information in the book once you have it.
In my experience, the best way to go about it is to find some outlet for your imagination and just let it talk through that medium. Best to use whatever form works best for you with this. There's no one-size-fits-all, but I wrote an article called the Puzzle Method on how I do it.